Unrequited dream

Mari bicara tentang topik yang tak pernah ada matinya, cinta. Dari jaman manusia bungkuk sebagaimana yang dikoar-koarkan darwin, sampai manusia kloning, maupun nanti sampai semuanya nyaris tinggal nama, cuma cinta dan turunannya yang masih menarik hati dan berdaya jual.

Cinta dan turunannya. Buatku kata-kata berikut adalah turunannya : harapan, usaha, perjuangan, keberuntungan, sedikit banyak persamaan, niat, passion, prayers, unity, same step, lift weight, sharing routines, dan yang terakhir adalah garis tangan. Yeah, right...hihihi..

Enough with those, here goes my fave, by slipknot..

She seemed dressed in all of me. Stretched across my shame. All the torment and the pain. Leaked through and covered me. I'd do anything to have her to myself. Just to have her for myself. Now I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do, when she makes me sad.

She is everything to me. The unrequited dream. A song that no one sings. The unattainable. She's a myth that I have to believe in. All I need to make it real is one more reason. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do, when she makes me sad. But I won't let this build up inside of me. I catch in my throat. Choke, torn into pieces. I won't - no I don't wanna be this. But I won't let this build up inside of me. She isn't real. I can't make her real.

Ah, benarkah kau tak nyata. Tak nyata yang begitu menjajah seluruh jaringan otakku? Nyatanya kau bukan di duniaku? Bukan di milikku?